I just want to tell my story ...

But before that I just want to clarify that I am practically homeless . , but I am staying at motels , hotels , chalet , the layby at Rand R , along the highways , markaz tablig , relegion school and ' pondok madrasah '.

At times , I went round the peninsula along the coastal road , making the journey north south , west and east , one round in 3 weeks .

I am on my trip , I am working , I am selling my own product , I developed and sell it myself to my customers .

On the normal days , I had to have a minimun RM 200 a day .When I was on my previous Volvo , the cost was even more ., I have switched to a cheaper vehicle since the previous Volvo suffers a few mechanical problems that need to be address , the most recent was it's front windscreen breaks , the spare was too expensive during that time , when I was low on the finance , school holidays . I was forced to sell it , it was a very reluctant sale .

RM 200 is just to meet my daily expenses , Hotel alone minimum RM 70.00 the cap ayam ones , makan minum average RM 30.00 , Minyak dan Toll , Laundry , and the makan malam ke pagi ... , but somehow I manage to pull through.

My weekly target income is around RM 1,500.00 , and I have to make it just from Monday to Thursday . By Friday , I hace to have around RM 300.00 , Just to glide through the weekend.

Hotels imposed surcharge for the weekend rate , there will be no income , because my customers don't entertain people like me on the last few days of the week .

If I make RM 6,000.00 per month , I save nothing.That is why I am a man of

EVERYTHING AND NOTHING ALL IN ONE 

Nasib baik lah akhir akhir ini tak ada awek . Jika tidak lagi lah parah. Bukannya tak pernah ada , pernah ada dalam masa 6 tahun yang lepas .Pernah ada beberapa kali , tetapi apa yang mereka hendak tak sama dengan apa yang aku nak !.

I wanted a companion , a soulmate , someone that I could lean. Yes , lean. Leaning . The share the laughter , the frustration ...

They want ' top - ups ' on their phones but they would never call , later they want their handphone upgraded , still they switched their handphones, and a never ending stories of their X..

Come January 2013 ,.. I am staying away from that species ., completely . 2013 saw me in action only once , itu pun setelah di cabar. 2012 , adalah sekali dua amd thats it .No matter how hard I tried to avoid ' it ' , it happens juga. Most of the time , the remaining in non action period , only the guns fires in the sky ... faham kiasan kan !

Tapi the damage is minimum.

Why I dont have a home ? or at least rent it ?

I make an average of around 5 k to 6 k , but I dont have a fixed range , I dont get any salary , it solely depended on the sales , I am selling a product ranges fro RM 500 to RM 1,5 k , ..

To rent a house , minimu I should have is around RM 2.5 K , I don;t that kind of money that much at any any one time ., pernah ada , tetapi letih sangat , check in di Hotel . pengsan 3 hari , letih dan penat sangat , to rent a house , rumah kosong , kena furnished lagi lah mahal .

Dulu pernah sewa rumah , siap furnished , ada segalanya , tetapi isteri pada masa itu tak mahu tinggal . paling lama dia atang 4 hari.. , lepas itu dia nak balik , kalu tak bagi dia balik , dia simply lari , ada saja cerita dan alasan.

Aku dah fobia tingal di rumah seorang diri .


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